I had a cool God experience this week.
On Tuesday night, Rob and I went out to dinner at one of our
favorite Mexican food restaurants. As the waiter seated us, my eyes fell upon a
man and woman sitting in a booth across the room.
I need to tell that
man that Jesus loves him, I thought to myself. I dismissed the thought as
quickly as it came, assuming it was just my own stream of consciousness. I
looked at my menu, munched on chips, and chatted with Rob. But then, there it
was again…
Tell that man that Jesus
loves him.
Throughout the meal, the thought kept returning to me
stronger and stronger until, finally, it dawned on me what was happening: the
“thought” was actually the leading of the Holy Spirit. And He was asking me to speak
to this man!
So now, I had to decide whether or not I was going to act on
what I was hearing. My heart started racing. I got butterflies in my stomach.
And for a few minutes, my rational mind took over. I thought of all the reasons
why I shouldn’t act on what I was
hearing, such as:
1. Maybe I was making this up and God wasn't speaking at all
2. The man will think
I’m crazy
3. “Jesus loves you”
is such a simple, obvious statement that there’s no way it could be helpful…and the man will think I'm crazy
4. It will
inconvenience me…and the man will think I’m crazy
But as I sat there eating my nachos and mulling it over I
came to one, overarching conclusion: God was asking me to take a step of faith and I needed to be obedient. After all, “faith” means you don’t know what the
outcome will be. “Faith” means that you do it even though you’re scared.
So, I shared all of this with Rob, and together we came up
with a plan. We decided to break the ice by paying for their meal. So, Rob
instructed the waiter to bring him the couple’s bill. After a few minutes the
couple finished eating, got up from their table, and walked past us toward
the exit.
“Excuse me,” I said. They paused and looked at me. “I wanted
to let you know that we were the ones that paid for your meal. And I want to
tell you why we did…”
“Oh, thank you!” they both exclaimed at the same time.
I turned my attention to the man and said, “Sir, this has
never happened to me before, but I really felt strongly that I should tell you
that Jesus loves you.” I went on to explain a little more about the love of
Jesus, and that we had bought his meal as a demonstration of that love.
The man listened intently, and then with a big smile and
eyes glistening he shook our hands and thanked us. The woman gave me a huge hug
and said, “This means so much. You have no idea what you’ve done. He really
needed to hear that.”
I will never know what impact those words had on this man.
Maybe he just got a terrible diagnosis, or lost his job, or was depressed. Or
maybe he was just wondering if Jesus was real. All I know is that it was
absolutely thrilling to step out in faith in order to be used by God in
another’s life. I can’t wait to do it again.
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